Has been a long time since my last post.  Many things has happened in so little time. 

Friday
Extremely busy at work, though dead lines aren't due till the end of the year, but things are getting hotter.  Went to movie after work.  Thanks fenix for giving me the other tickets.  So I can get a chance to see the movie too.

It was Fred's birthday and Happy Birthday man.  That printer is one big giant.  Hopefully it will do a beautiful printing job and it should.  Thanks Chun Ming for carrying such a big fella home.

Met Sze's cousin on friday, felt like home when I was chatting with him that night.  May be it was the english we used perhaps.  Too bad he will have to go back soon.  I was like him two years ago, not knowing anything about Hong Kong. Well, my chinese is still not that good though now after two years, so emm. HAHA, will have to work on that a bit.

Sunday
I went to my good friend's singing competition tonight (超級巨聲) organised by TVB.  Wow, it was my first time going into backstage to see how those shows are made.  Amazing it was.  So many NGs, haha.

Victor, you sung beautifully buddy.  Love your singing. very talented my friend.  I was absolutely amazed to see how united they all were on and off stage.  Even though they were at a competition, but you can really see their friendship has grown so deeply and it felt as if they were in a big family.  Their brotherhoods are absolutely eyes catching.  You won't even see those brotherhoods in fellowship, and it was that close and united they were. I always wanted to have such a good friend like that, it's not really much around now days.  Now, that really made me wanting to proceed with what I have planned recently.  But will see how I can do that, could mean troubles if I really want to do that now.

Really happy to be able to see you again victor, has been a long time since I heard your singing.  Add oil, you can do it, and you might win the entire thing.

Time flies, two years ever since I set my foot down in Hong Kong.  Things didn't really turned out the way I was expected and it was almost in a way completely opposite to what I have imagined.  But never the less I have met some great friends along the way.  What do You want me to do here now?  Am I done and time to pack and go or what?  Is this all a big mistake? Some answers will be great here.

Speaking of leaving, it's very tempting to go there.  "All I am to worship, all I am to bow down".  Have to bring Him a lots more into our conversation.  That's quite hard actually.  But certainly worth a try.  May be saying Holy Molly could be a start. HAHA.  Just kidding.

I'm full of questions now.  Why can't I be just like everyone else?  Why do I have to be so different? I don't really want this. 

Too sleepy better sleep first. 

我一直關心著別人的感受。朋友的感受大家的感受。但是.又有誰會在乎我的感受呢?或許是因為(人是自私的)吧!經常關心著他人的感受。我會想如果我是對方的話會有什麼感覺什麼心情。進而了解對方心理且幫助他。但是當我關心別人時.又有誰會關心我的感受呢?我可能也不了解我本身真正的感受了吧! 也或許是我已經麻痺了吧!